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Anonymous asked: have you made $$$ with tumblrtasks(.)com yet?? my bff just raked in 3k last month its crazy
No I havn’t. I didn’t even know you could do something like that.
canadianstudmuffin asked: I love you love bug, and I'm always going too. We can get through anything, I believe in us
I’ll always love you too but I can’t do it anymore. I’m sorry. I can’t even get through my own shit let alone stuff for us.
canadianstudmuffin asked: I love you so much love bug, I believe in u, I believe in us. Foreve and ever
I don’t know what I believe in anymore, Nick… I love you too but I can’t do it anymore. I’m sorry.
I´m sorry I´m such a bad person. I beg your pardon. But this disease controls me. I´m simply not strong enough to fight it anymore. I´m a bad, disgusting person who treats everyone around them bad, even though they want to help. I only see the negative. I do horrible things and in my head I regret it the second I do it but I still can´t stop. I feel bad and guilty about it. I can not stop. The bad side in me is so much stronger then the good. If there´s even something good left.
